The Proxy
The Proxy is a story of Elias Thorne, a man cursed with a face that serves as a universal mirror, leading to a lifetime of mistaken identity. From being swapped at birth to being arrested as a cannibalistic fugitive, Elias’s existence is a revolving door of other people’s lives. After a surreal encounter at a support group where he is simultaneously accused of being a thief, a lover, and a peeping tom, he is knocked unconscious. He wakes in an ER, only for the cycle to restart as a boy waiting for his dad screams for his Daddy. It is a chilling descent into the erasure of self.
In the neon-etched labyrinth of Manhattan, Elias Thorne did not possess a face; he possessed a genetic Rorschach test. To look at him was to see a ghost, a long-lost lover, or a wanted man. He was a human mirror, and his reflection was never his own.
The glitch in his reality was coded at birth. In the sterile, fluorescent haze of a maternity ward, a sleep-deprived nurse handed a swaddled Elias to the wrong couple. For two years, he was the cherished heir of a Park Avenue dynasty, until a routine blood test for a minor allergy shattered the illusion. He was returned to his biological parents like a misdelivered package, but the cosmic clerical error had already fractured his soul.
The first day of first grade wasn’t an introduction to letters, but to terror. Mrs Gable, his teacher, dropped her chalk with a bone-chilling shriek the moment he walked in. She was convinced Elias was the boy from her street who had vanished three summers prior, a child whose face was plastered on fading milk cartons. The school day ended not with a bus ride, but in a cold, metal chair at the 17th Precinct. Elias sat kicking his small legs, watching through the glass as his parents frantically brandished birth certificates and DNA records to prove their son wasn't a walking apparition.
By his thirties, Elias moved through the city like a man under a curse. Every street corner held a potential ambush of recognition.
One humid Tuesday, the air thick with the smell of scorched asphalt and rain, a woman in jogging gear skidded to a halt in front of him. Her skin was slick with sweat, her eyes burning with a possessive fire.
"Mark! You absolute jerk, I’ve been waiting at the gym for an hour!"
Elias opened his mouth to recite his standard disclaimer—I’m not Mark, I’ve never been Mark—but the words died in his throat. He was exhausted by the weight of Elias. He let her hook her arm through his, pulling him toward a limestone brownstone. Inside, the air smelled of expensive wine and basil. For an hour, he played the part. He ate a dinner he hadn't cooked for a woman he didn't know, basking in a borrowed intimacy.
When he rose to leave, she caught him by the lapels. She kissed him with frantic, desperate hunger. The sex was a steamy, wordless collision in the dark. At the crescendo, she curled her hand into a fist and punched his shoulder, a sharp, stinging blow that felt like an initiation.
"I love it when you play tough, Mark," she hissed.
Elias stepped back into the night, a strange, illicit spark of joy in his chest. For once, the mistake had been a mercy. But in New York, the universe corrects its favours with vengeance.
As he turned the corner, a black-and-white police van screeched to the curb, jumping the sidewalk. Two officers tackled him into the brickwork before he could breathe.
"Why’d you do it, Silas? Why’d you escape the camp?" the taller officer growled, cinching zip-ties until they bit into Elias’s wrists.
"My name is Elias!"
"Save it for the lunatics' ward."
He was driven straight to a high-security psychiatric incarceration facility. All night, doctors with cold eyes peered through plexiglass, demanding to know why he had murdered his wife and daughter—and why he had roasted their remains for a macabre dinner. He spent twelve hours in a padded cell, screaming his identity at the walls until a fingerprint tech realised the "escaped cannibal" Silas was three inches shorter than the man in the cell.
Released with a half-hearted shrug the next morning, Elias stumbled into a nearby coffee shop. His head throbbed with a rhythmic, dull ache.
"Oh, little Tommy!" an old lady chirped from a corner booth, her cataracts milky and white. "Give my love to your folks back in Kentucky, dear."
Elias didn't answer. He couldn't. He found a flyer for an "Identity and Trauma Support Group" pinned to a lamppost and followed it like a lifeline to a church basement in Midtown. He needed a witness. He needed to be seen.
The room was a circle of bone-white folding chairs. The chairperson, a Black woman in her early forties with an air of weary authority, opened the session. "I'm Sarah. I used to find intimacy only when I was blackout drunk. I'm tired of hooking up with strangers I don't recognise the next day." She stepped toward the bathroom, nodding to a young redhead on crutches. "Jenny, share while I’m out."
Jenny spoke through jagged sobs about an abusive husband who had hunted her down, breaking her leg as she leapt from a second-story window to escape his rage. The room was heavy with the scent of cheap coffee and shared trauma.
Then, Elias stood. His hands were shaking. "My name is Elias Thorne. I am always mistaken for another person. At birth, I was given to the wrong—"
"It’s him!" a man roared, leaping to his feet. "That’s the thief! He swiped my wallet in the subway tunnel and scurried off like a rat!"
The room erupted. Just then, Sarah, the chairlady, returned. She froze, her jaw dropping as she looked at Elias.
"You rascal!" she shouted, her face flushed with a terrifying mix of fury and lust. "You fucked me so well the other night! Why didn't you come back? You didn't like it?" She lunged forward and punched him square in the chest; the exact, rhythmic blow of the woman from the brownstone.
“Oh my God! It’s happening to him, again!” another woman in the room muttered.
"I caught him sneaking behind my house!" another voice yelled. "Peeping Tom!"
The support group transformed into a mob. A heavy ceramic mug caught Elias on the temple. The world began to flicker—one light, two lights, then a heavy, velvet darkness.
He drifted until the smell of antiseptic and the scream of spinning wheels pulled him back. He was on a rolling stretcher, the ceiling lights of an Emergency Department whipping overhead like strobe lights.
The paramedics banked a sharp turn. A young boy, standing in the passage, froze. His juice box slipped from his grip, hitting the floor with a dull thud that sent a sticky red spray across the tiles.
"Daddy!" the boy shrieked, his voice cracking with a terrifying mixture of relief and agony. He lunged toward the moving stretcher, his shoes echoing as he tried to chase the man who wasn't his father. "Daddy!"
Elias looked into the child's eyes as the trauma doors swung shut, sealing him into yet another life. He let the darkness take him, realising he would never be Elias again.